a search for character.. seeking meaning of life.. losing naivete in the process..

9 years later, I am back here to update a post on this blog. It's been a long time. so much have changed. if you would still like to read me, I am currently at my self-hosted blog - http://cherieladie.com. See you there!

my weekend..

after one week of silence, im back for short entries. find out abt my weekend on my livejournal

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i got hit and im surrendering. i hate to say this but i need to escape. from reality. at least for a while.

i have a few more hours left. and i'll be crippled without a computer. my xp is expiring and im getting a new com soon. just dunno when.

anticipating, but not too excited. a new com comes with an equal amount of expectation on work performance as well as results.

im contemplating to switch to livejournal soon. somehow, i guess there are many issues that i prefer to keep private abt and livejournal allows me to lock my entries.

i guess i wont be blogging here often anymore. who knows, i might pop back as my mood swings. but, you still can find me here.

Mute

that's what i am now. and fighting a throat infection. i went to bed last night feeling so sick and sucking a lemon strepcils.

i woke this morning, mute. barely a croak left on my voice. my first reaction was, of coz, to stay in bed and wanting to declare mc. im sick, i'm really am. the cough monster is not leaving me either. but i struggled to work, just cos jasmine is making us kong ba bao for lunch. yeah, u can say im greedy but the mc can come after the kong ba bao. hee. did i mention this? i'm gonna be on half day mc on friday and full day on monday? that's one of the reasons why i came.

i got work to clear and have so many MCs for the last 10 days. that is a good reason not to go on mc anyway. i doubt i'll have any more days left for medical leave. the fever is rising and i just hope i can survive thru the day.

remember my entry on the show "缘来就是你"? the mediacorp people came yesterday! gosh.. i was strolling around in the office, wanting to discuss something with my colleague when my superior walked in and shouted,"Cherie!! the mediacorp people are here!!"

-faints-

i looked at them and shouted,"no no, not me!", and walked away to check something with my colleague. how embarassing. and they actually walked to where i was. damn. i dun remember what happened after that. it became a war between the colleagues aiming at each other. and they left to check on the production people. phew!

argh! i wish i could just collapse here on my desk and take a nap. my burning eyes are closing, and im fighting the lids. getting goosepimples all over and feeling cold chill running down my body. i hate the feeling of being sick, but then, who would love to be sick anyway?

i better get on ploughing through my work. i dont think i'll be working for a while for this weekend.

scratchy throat

my eyes is starting to burn and my throat is itchy. making me cough ever so often.

2 hours of sleep and a tiring morning. im beat. fatigue is begining to set in. 8 more hours to go before i can be back in the comfort of my room.

the weekend was great. badminton was cool. but i needed to sweat more. who's game for play? invite me. i need to workout badly. im getting fatter, despite me watching my diet. looks like my metabolism rate is decreasing. evidence of me getting fat. my belly button is harder to clean now!

i'm gonna work out a exercise regime and stick to it. swimming, badminton, jogging and abs exercises. been reading a blog of a triathlete, and getting really inspired. hee. yeah, wait 5 mins and check back on my enthusiam yeah?

the mind is really a powerful tool. i can make myself work hard and forgot about the fatigue. i can also procrastinate and become tired. for now, i'm overwhelmed by too much work. argh!

for a long time in my history, i was actually enjoying myself at dbl 0. something that i didnt think i would. the crowd was big. everyone was friendly. lotsa booze and the music reminded me of mambo. some familiar faces, some foreign. all came with the same objective. and i'd NEVER taken so much photos at a nightspot. The cammie was just clicking away without anyone's knowledge and i admit. i am a cam whore. haha. i popped into many pictures and pose without knowing the people behind me.

i drank quite a bit, which is super unusual coz i usually dont drink. and i drove, but got home safely. thankfully joshua and his gf didnt freak out at my driving. haha.

spent hours chatting with a friend on msn last nite. and ended up sleeping so little eventually. but im really glad we talked. loaded loads off my mind and set me in the right perspective, so im quite a happy girl today!

japanese class tonight again! おもしろいね(omoshiroi ne)！ 3 more lessons to go and im ready for the intermediate course. not sure if i should go for it since i seemed to be lagging. gotta discuss with yeetat man.. okie. time to clear work again..

spent.

i spent the last 2 hrs editing the photos. time for bed. i shouldnt be up so late. check out the pictures first, and i'll blog in the morning.