a search for character.. seeking meaning of life.. losing naivete in the process..

heavy mood..

was out at safra yishun with david earlier for a session for billard.. been ages since i last played with him.. anyway, its been a long time since i last played too.. getting rusty.

took a 20min slow stroll back home. came home with a heavy heart. disappointment. i cant figure out if im sad. im confused.

argh! im on leave for the whole of next week. but, its gonna look like a long week for me.

i need some help seriously. i wish.. i could just disappear away from this world.

what's stress when one can enjoy meals? what's time when one's out? what's promises when they are broken?

dammit. today sucks big time!

fuck it. I wish i could turn my back on this world.