a search for character.. seeking meaning of life.. losing naivete in the process..

on medical leave..

sometimes i wonder why i have to be a female. i decided to be on medical leave today.

i cringed in bed the whole of last nite.. drifting in and out of sleep. hardly slept a wink. beads of perspiration filled my brow in an air-conditioned room. constantly rolling in bed to find a comfortable position to lie it. i felt like i was dying.

menstrual cramps. i hate you.

am very tempted to pop the pink pills to ease the pain.. but, no. i have relied on them way too much. this morning at 9am, they are still lingering around, so i decided to stay home.

i feel lethargic. time to revise my jap again.