a search for character.. seeking meaning of life.. losing naivete in the process..

secret post..

i wrote an entry on my lj. i wanted it locked away, to the depths where no one can see it. hiding the souls of my heart.

now that im done. i decided maybe someone should read it. maybe someone should know how i feel. hopefully in return, someone can understands me better.

i just feel there's nothing i should hide, tho my initiation reaction intended to. maybe it's due to social constitution. maybe it's the grey areas where it should be hushed hushed. but, i decided to let you read, just so that u really know the bottom of my heart.

to read my "initially intended secret entry", click here.